Somebody's Something

"Come on!" I ramble to my Nate.
"God relax!"
"No! I won't relax! Have we been doing anything on this mission?" Says I.
"Yes."
"But..... General got away."
"What are we supposed to do?"
"Ya know what? I love you Nate but... we aren't being dedicated to the work. I'm going with Chester."
"WHAT!?"
Oh crap not good.
"What are you talking about and who the hell is Chester?"
"No one."
"Don't lie to me Jinx!"
"I CAN'T TELL YOU!" I burst.
"Come on!"
I could do this. All this time such little people new. How could I just throw that away?
"Please... You can tell me anything."
Nate, if I could tell you I would. But, if you love me like I think you do you'll understand why I can't tell you."
"Fine!" He shouted. I felt so guilty. "Go with this Chester........" His voice softened. "I guess I'll see you sometime when you aren't busy."
And with that, Nate left me standing alone in the cafe. Alone. By myself.

Be back Soon... I promise

Why

(right after where we left off)

I wake at four in the morning, my head is spinning. I get up and make me a cappacino. Minutes later the doorbell rings. I sit my lightsaber next to me for safety.

The door opens and its Chester. We rush into each others arms in seconds.

"You're alright thank God!" He says.

I don't want to let go. But, at the same time I can't hold on to something good like him.

"I love you so much." I whisper in his ear.

This makes Chester hold on tighter. He looks me in the face and kisses me like he never has before. I know he truelly loves me.

We sit down. Yeah I'm still in my lavender night gown. We sit and talk about what's been going on with us lately. What he tells me makes me miss home.

"I wann go home." I whisper.

Chester hugs me. "I know." He says.

I give him a glance and look out the window.

"You can spend the night here and I'll meet Nate somewhere tomorrow morning before you get up." I knew he would wanna go with me. But, that would be wrong.

I needed some time off anyway.

Not Quite What We Had in Mind

(I apologize for the lack of updates)

I'm right in the middle of recording a holo for the Jedi Council when Chester sends me a message.

"Are you okay?" He asks.
"It's a long story." I say with a shrug.
"But, you're safe and nothing's happened to you!?" He says with a great force and truth.
I nod. "Yes. I'm fine." I want to switch the subject now. "How are things going for you?"
"Good. I met Jace Moonwalker."
I gasp. "Did you really?"
"Yeah."
"You do know who he's married to right?" I ask.
"No. Who?"
"TASH!" I completely forgot that he didn't know any of this.
He's cheeks turn red in embarassment. "Oh." Were the only words he had.
"Well, I gotta go. Nate's speeder needs fixing up."
"WHAT?!" Chester shouts.
"What is so bad about that it just needs fixing up." I say.
"I'm coming down there. I thought it was seriouser than this."
"Wait Ches-

I was to late... He already ended the holo.

Something I Can Never Have

Nate and I sit silently. I want to try to start a conversation but nothing comes to mind. I take a bite out of my lemon cake looking down at the table. Before I got here I felt like I had so much to tell him. I just didn't realize they were things I needed to tell myself.



I hear a rumbling above us. I put my hand over my lightsaber because the force was telling me to. The door to the cafe opens quickly. Everyone there ran out the Emergency Exit except for Nate and I.



"Grievous!" Nate shouts.



I lunge on top of the table my lightsaber in hand. General Grievous pulls out his green lightsaber and his blue one. Nate pulls out a small gun and shoots it at the General. He moves the green saber in front of his face. It boomerangs over to Nate. My Uncle ducks his head as fast as he can. My lightsaber collapses against General Grievous's saber. Sweat is dripping from my face. I push my saber against his harder and pull up Nate as fast as I can, I take the gun from Nate's hand and shoot it at Grievous's heart. It was good enough for him to die, they could still get him a new one.

Nate and I rush outside as fast as we can and hop into his speeder.

"GO!" I yell.

Nate nods his head to me and we're out of sight before Griveous can follow us.

TBC

Much Like Falling

The young man nods.
He puts his palms onto my cheeks where they used to stay all the time and kissed my lips.
I gasp at him, anger overflowing.
“Like I said I’ll wait for you.” Jamin tell me.
I shove him away.
Jamin was my boyfriend before I left to be a Jedi. I broke up with him because of the distance apart.
He promised me he would wait for me. He was just too stupid to realize it was basically illegal me to fall in love. Even though technically I never was in love with him. I thought I loved him for a short time but I really didn’t. I didn’t even have the heart to tell him I didn’t love him. Young love is never true. Ever! I don’t believe in true love if you’re younger than nineteen.
“I DON’T LOVE YOU! I NEVER DID JAMIN! I NEVER WILL! YOU MADE ME LIVE A LIE! A BLOODY LIE! YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE IN LOVE! YOU WEREN’T! I CAN’T HAVE A TRUE LOVE! ESPECIALLY NOT WITH YOU! THIS IS AGAINST THE RULES! I CAN’T LOVE YOU! I WON’T LOVE YOU!” I spit.
Jamin looks hurt. This was in powering.
I stare at him with anger.
“All this time…. You hated me?” He asks.
“I never loved you!” I calm myself. “That doesn’t mean I hate you. I just want you to leave me alone. I can’t handle having you in my life.”
Jamin nods and slams the hotel door. I sigh with relief. I grab my holo as fast as I can.
“Chester!?” I shout.
“Hi…” He whispers.
“AH IT’S SO GOOD TO HEAR YOUR VOICE!” I shout with glee.
He giggles at me. “It’s only me. I got to visit my other best friends today.”
“Who?” I ask him.
“Brad, Rob, Phoenix and Joe.” Chester tells me.
“Cool.”
“Are you alright?” He asks.
I nod my head fast. “Yeah. Yeah. I’m fine.”
“No you’re not.” He says.
“How’d you know?” I whisper, tears appearing for some reason.
“Come on what’s wrong?” Chester asks me again.
“I don’t want to talk about it.”
Chester rolls his eyes. “Okay, if you say so.” He says with a giggle.

-

I rush over to the phone next to my bed.
“Nate?” I ask.
“Yeah?” Says my Uncle Nate.
“I’m ready to meet you at the café.” I say in almost an demanding tone.
“Okay, see you there.” He tells me.
TBC

Everything Back But You

I’m walking around the city with My Uncle Nate. I hadn’t seen him since I was sixteen and leaving for Coruscant to start my training to be Jedi. So we needed some reconnecting. Nate’s holding my hand so I know we’re still close like before. We just hadn’t seen each other in so long.

The mix of wind and tiny snow flakes cuts at my skin like a letter opener.

“The council says we’re looking for a Sith Lord.” Nate exclaims. He hasn’t changed much.

I nod. “That’s right.”

“General Grievous…. Sound familiar to you?”

“Does he ever? The dude is psycho I tell ya. My roommate, Anakin and my Master Obi-Wan Kenobi had to deal with him when the war first started. Things got pretty bad.” I say.

We sit down outside the Starbuck’s with cocoa. The hot taste of the cream and chocolate is soothing, even if I burn my tongue.

“And I’m helping you with this why?” Nate asks raising an eyebrow.

“Because…” I begin forgetting the reason. I shouldn’t have been doodling in that class.

I finally remember. “You have one of the greatest ships in the galaxy right now! Apparently you know what you’re doing.”

I stand throwing away my cup. I slip my hands into my pockets trying to take away the sting the weather was giving them.

I walk toward my hotel.

“I’m gonna go.” I tell Nate as we both turn our separate ways. He waves goodbye and I walk into the warm hotel.

I open the door to my room to see an old face.

“JAMIN!?” I shout.

To be continued…

The Young and Confused

It’s almost noon. I eat lunch alone in my room and begin packing.
Thankfully Anakin and Obi-Wan weren’t anywhere near Coruscant. If they were Chester couldn’t stay at the temple.
I slowly begin to slip my huge gray shaded jacket over my shoulders.
I turn my head to see Chester sleeping like a baby ewok on the couch. That distracts me.
I tie my hair up with a piece of cloth and lean over to kiss Chester on the forehead. His eyes open slowly.
I give him that look like I have to leave. Chester sits up finally. He wraps his arms around me.
“Don’t go.” He whispers.
I smile. “I wish I didn’t have to. But, its Master Yoda’s orders, I have to go to Hoth. I’ll send you Holo Mail all the time I promise.”
Chester lets go of my hands slowly letting me walk away.
I don’t turn back. I want to have that romantic moment where the girl runs back wrapping her arms around the love of her life kissing him and never leaving his side again.
But, this is reality and that doesn’t exist.
“Jinx?” Chester asks me.
I stop in my steps, still not turning to see his face.
“Yes?”
“I love you.”
Tears begin to form in my eyes.
I finally snap and run back into Chester’s arms.
“I love you too.” I whisper.
I only hug him and turn around and leave, for real this time.
To be Continued...

A Hard Farewell

Regardless of the wonderful weather here at the temple now, I have to go on a mission on Hoth.
You heard right… The bloody freezing planet!
I was told I was supposed to meet my uncle there. One of my only family members left.
At this point I basically should consider Tash, Chester, Anakin, Kriss, George, Obi-Wan and Phobia my family.
My uncle is only four and a half years older than I am so we are actually pretty close.
But, not close enough…

-

I wake in a sweat. I’m not sure why. I hadn’t dreamt anything. Just slept.

Yoda let Chester stay in one of the spare rooms. I was surprised he event trusted him.
Instead of Chester sleeping in his own room, let alone his own bed, I find him sleeping on the coach of my Quarters.

I don’t say anything.
I run my fingers through his blond spiky hair.
He opens his eyes a bit looking pissed off.
We sit in silence for a moment than we begin giggling.

“Go get dressed.” I demand tossing a pair of black Dickie’s pants at him.
Chester only nods pulling the pants on along with a white muscle shirt.

I dress as well in the lightest robes I had, since it was actually getting quite warm on Coruscant.



“So what was it you wanted to talk to me about?” Chester asks sitting next to the fountains outside the temple with me.

“Chester… I know I just got home but…. The council wants me to go to Hoth on a Jedi Mission.” I say rationally.

“WHAT!? You JUST got here! Are you saying I have to stay here by myself?” Chester shouts in hurt.

“You won’t be alone.” I knew he meant I’d be gone making him feel alone. “You’ll have your best friend. You’ll have Tash. You’ll have George.” My face lights up. “Maybe you could even meet some new people.” I say.

This doesn’t really lighten up Chester’s spirits.

I kiss his cheek tenderly. “Don’t worry I’ll be back before you even know I’m gone.” I whisper.

Now he smiles making me feel okay again.

'Til Later
Jinx

Another Happy Landing

I awake the next morning almost forgetting where I was.
I see Chester sitting in the corner staring at me with a smile.
“Good morning.” I say with a stretch.
“’Morning sleepy head.” Chester said kissing my cheek.

After breakfast I realize what I was forgetting.
Where was Chester going to stay?

The five of us sit on the coach eating our breakfast.
“Hey where is Chester going to stay?” I ask, my mouth still full of cereal.
“Don’t worry about it. I called Master Yoda he says he welcome to stay at the temple.” George tells me.
A sigh of relief makes it way out of my mouth causing Chester to wrap an arm around my shoulder.
I blush staring at the floor.
-

Before I know it I’m asleep in a huge armchair with Chester.
I hear a slight crash in the front of the ship causing us to wake.
“What the hell was that?” Chester asked in a cranky tone running his hands through his spiky hair.
“We’re here.” George says sitting on the coach along with Tash.
“Seriously?” Chester, Tash and I ask all at the same time.
George nods. “Seriously.”

So, I’m home on Coruscant along with Tash, George and ChazyChaz.

‘Til Later
Jinx

True...

My heart sinks deep down into my stomach as I realize what I’ve done.
I knew I couldn’t look at Chester so I just looked away at the wall.
“Jinx?”
I than read his mind, he was concerned that I was mad or unhappy.
“I’m fine.”
Chester nodded.
“Is this real?” I asked. Now I was the one concerned.
“In the flesh.” Chester responded in a flat tone.
“But, Chester?”
“Yeah Jinx?” A crooked smile almost spread across his face. I could feel it.
“I want to take this slow.” I say grabbing Chester’s hand.
“So…. You’re saying yes?” He said. This time a smile did appear on his face.
“Yes. But, I’m not saying I love you yet though.” I whisper.
I had to digest everything that happened.
-
Almost two weeks pass.
I walk inside Chester’s room sitting next to him on his bed. He was laying down staring at the ceiling.
Again, we sat and talked for hours and hours.
Chester leaned forward kissing me.
He wrapped his arms around my neck slowly.
I was ready.
“I love you.” I whisper getting lost in his eyes.
“I love you too.” Chester responded smiling along with me.
I kissed his lips again.
To be continued…

Saved and Believe Me

A few days past finally Tash came.
"Jinx!" She shouted happily throwing her arms around me.
A door squeaked open slowly. It was Neddal.
Tash and George were angered.
Tash threw my lightsaber to me. I barely remembered it at this time.
I decided not to try to control its power.
I stood quietly.
Before I knew it Tash was pushed threw the thin window.
I sat the wrest of the night without speaking a word.
All the others were fallen to sleep.
I stared down to Chester with a small crooked smile planting across my face.
I just wanted to go home.

-

Some time past and we stayed on the ship.
As Tash sat on her laptop I began kaufing up blood in the sink.
Chester ran into the kitchen holding my fall.
Everything was a blur.

-

Late that night I had a long nice chat with my best friend.
Than of course... I had to talk to Chester.
"Are you okay?" He asked.
I nodded slowly.
"I'm really sorry about all I put you threw." I whispered trying not to fall into his eyes.
"You didn't. I put it onto myself."
"How?" I questioned. What the hell was he talking about?
"I tortured my heart. Being with someone I couldn't be with."
Oh now I understood.
"We could Chaz. Believe me."
He raised an eyebrow. "Are you sure of this?" Chester asked.
I nodded to him.
Chester leaned forward and I gave in.
We shared a kiss.

To be continued...

A New Face

I lay on the ice cold floor gripping my pants trying to sleep with a blank stare. My kidnapper stepped into the room holding a gun.

My teeth began to grind.

"Just shut up and do whatever I say!" He yelled pointing at me.

I sat up slowly.

I stood trying to call out to the Force to set me free.

He knew I was.

He slapped me right across the face.

My mouth dropped open as I put my hand on top of the temple of my head to cover the bruse.

I awoke to whispers. I never heard before. I lifted my head with a yawn.

"Good she's awake." Someone whispered with a giggle.

That voice was soothing.

I moaned still refusing to open my eyes.

"It's fine we won't hurt you." Another voice said.

I opened m eyes to the real world.

They were two young men.

One had spiky blond hair with a lip ring and brown eyes.

The other had short black hair a bit spiky as well with brown eyes.

I stood almost losing my balance.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"I'm Chester and this is Mike." Said the blond.

"I'm Jinx Miakoda." I said flatly.

I tried to shake their hands but I realized there was thin glass holding us apart.

. . .

A few hours passed.

Alright ten hours passed.

I talked with Mike and Chester threw all that time.

I felt like I had known them all my life.

I didn't know how to explain it.

I sensed a door open. Mike and Chester felt it to.

"Shit! It's Neddal!" Mike said.

"We have to get out of here." Chester said getting up.

"Wait! Don't go." I said touching the glass.

"Jinx we'll be back tomorrow we promise." Chester whispered with his soothing voice.

I nodded as a single tear fell down my cheek.

At least I had something to live for.

To Be Continued...

Waiting

I was kidnapped a very long time ago by some jerk. He heard that Tash was going to save me. No way! I haven't seen her in centuries I mean she's my best friend.

Where this dude's keeping me is full of glass and ice. It is making me so tense. Well, he's gone and I stole his holo computer so I better stop.
Later
Jinx Miakoda